Practical Matters

She is trying so hard.



And I'm here with so many possibilities.



Do I break it off entirely?



Freak out and scare her for a few weeks?



Say we should take a "break"? (which I'm afraid will just be total bullshit and just a protracted way to totally break up)



Tell her how I feel. Just directly and lucidly?



Cause if I do, she won't be able to handle it. And this, I'm afraid, is, right now, our basic difference.



I totally feel that, maybe later on, we may be able to be on the same page again - but I just don't know about right now...

Something I wrote to my friend...

"Needless to say, whether or not it's a good thing, something happens in your life that just shakes everything up. The kind of thing that knocks your gears back into place when maybe you hadn't known they'd been out of whack. Or perhaps you did know they were out of whack, but was too confused, or scared maybe, to do what needed to be done."